So the banana about having to be clever kicks in and Headmind gives me a hard time about ending up as a failure:
It tells me: 'You must write something good, soon, son, or your dreams about this blog are all going to end up in smoke…'
Which tells me that even the best of us get sucked in to obsessive-compulsions. After all, why the hell should I write something if I have nothing to say?
Similarly, with some of your own bananas:
- Why should you try to please people who care nothing about your efforts?
- Why should you get together with people you care little about?
- Why should you read a blog page that bores you?
Now that I have got that off my chest then I can go back to writing new articles without thinking that I need to appease the Internal Control Freak.
And immediately I write that, I get, first a release, and then a creative idea: Why not write about the Enneagram?
Think I will start on that now….
But meantime, I am humbly reminded that the battle against the obsession to be more than we can be never lets up.
And – please – if you are getting impatient about the delay in my posting new articles on here, then let me have your wishes and creative ideas rather than your complaints.